Everything I Ever and Never Wanted
Cecily Pina
He was all I wanted and so much more
He gave me a feeling like never before
But after a while things started to crumble
Like a boulder hitting a house
The destruction, the rumble
He was the strength I needed to keep myself strong
But then was not when things all went wrong
I was hurt by the way he started to treat me
That even so I began to wonder
Is this how it was meant to be?
And when I made a list of things he didn't approve of
More seemed to be listed than the ones he had loved
It seems like now I don't know his full story
He tells me new things and that I shouldn't have to worry
He's different now than he was from the start
He doesn't put in the effort like I do
I begin to see that we're falling apart
Piece by piece my heart is shattering
By the pain of knowing that things between us aren't as flattering
I hate to see now what he has become
I wish it were easy
I wish I were numb
He was all I wanted and so much more